DEAD STAR LIFE
by Christine Shan Shan Hou
The Goddess N-ut Represented Double, from Joseph Norman Lockyer’s The Dawn Astronomy (1894). Courtesy of the author.
Figure A is in what one would consider
A comparable sexual position
Legs overhead
Feet flat on the ground
Shawled in stars
Figure B is in what one would consider
A comparable sexual position
She stares straight into Figure A’s anus
A line of pearls runs neatly along her spine
Figure C bends over for Earth
She is the least supple of all the figures
Figure C looks past Figure B’s shoulders
And deep into her own hip crevice
Once you are dead Figure C will invite you
into her star-filled abode
She will transform into a celestial cow
She will save the earth no matter what it takes
Figure B swallows Figure A every night
Only to give birth to her again every morning
Figure C is the sky
The death of Figure A ensures the survival of Figure B
Figure B will ensure that there will be food and wine
Figure C will bring the dead stars back to life inside her body
Welcome to the dead-star life
How deep can you forward bend?
At what angle is your body most comfortable?
Are you more like Figure A, B, or C?
Christine Shan Shan Hou is a poet and artist of Hakka Chinese descent. Their publications include The Joy and Terror are Both in the Swallowing (After Hours Editions 2021), Community Garden for Lonely Girls (Gramma Poetry 2017), and “I'm Sunlight” (The Song Cave 2016). Their artwork has been exhibited at White Columns and Deli Gallery in New York City.