DEAD STAR LIFE

by Christine Shan Shan Hou

The Goddess N-ut Represented Double, from Joseph Norman Lockyer’s The Dawn Astronomy (1894). Courtesy of the author.

Figure A is in what one would consider

A comparable sexual position 

Legs overhead 

Feet flat on the ground 

Shawled in stars 


Figure B is in what one would consider 

A comparable sexual position 

She stares straight into Figure A’s anus 

A line of pearls runs neatly along her spine 

Figure C bends over for Earth 

She is the least supple of all the figures

Figure C looks past Figure B’s shoulders 

And deep into her own hip crevice 


Once you are dead Figure C will invite you 

into her star-filled abode

She will transform into a celestial cow

She will save the earth no matter what it takes 

Figure B swallows Figure A every night 

Only to give birth to her again every morning 

Figure C is the sky

The death of Figure A ensures the survival of Figure B

Figure B will ensure that there will be food and wine

Figure C will bring the dead stars back to life inside her body 

Welcome to the dead-star life 


How deep can you forward bend?

At what angle is your body most comfortable?

Are you more like Figure A, B, or C?

Christine Shan Shan Hou is a poet and artist of Hakka Chinese descent. Their publications include The Joy and Terror are Both in the Swallowing (After Hours Editions 2021), Community Garden for Lonely Girls (Gramma Poetry 2017), and “I'm Sunlight” (The Song Cave 2016). Their artwork has been exhibited at White Columns and Deli Gallery in New York City.